Has there been something you just needed? A pull beyond your control? I hate not feeling in control of my senses. I hate not being in control in general. Most of the time I resent this feeling of longing, of being pulled in a different direction.
I never wanted to be a person who felt like they got every little sign and signal. That a loaf of bread dropping on the floor actually meant something more than a loaf of breading falling. But now I'm worried that not wanting to see into anything has left me always seeing past things.
J'suis fatigué.
2 comments:
I feel such tension just reading this
It must be hard to be so normal. Most people either over-analyze everything or are completely oblivious. How easy. It can be rough for those of us who try to walk the fine line between perception and rationality.
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